
My wife, Mary, sits on the steps
talking politics. She smokes
a Cuban cigar. My students
like her because she’s a good
listener.
I shrug, and slip off
with a couple tubes
of paint.
I’ll go hunker down
on a dune and try not
to screw up the Atlantic.
But my students follow me.
They fan out
with their stands.
I scold them, Set up somewhere else.
They ignore me.
All right, go ahead, steal;
it’s okay with me,
I say. But don’t go
as far as Gauguin;
he would have picked
Bonnard’s balls
if they hadn’t
been tied
on.
They think there are nails
waiting for them
in the National Gallery.
So I tell them,
Go home, get a job.
I can’t help you.
You’re mechanics:
all foreplay but no passion.
But they think I’m kidding.
Kids … they always think their future
is better than yours … they’re
like groundskeepers for a cemetery.
It enrages me when Mary
passes out cigars to them.
They
puff on their cigars,
as dreamy as railroad men.
Their locomotive, they think,
is passing me
by.
“The Middle Years” was previously published in Stirring.
Bob Bradshaw is a programmer living in Redwood City, California. His work has appeared in Slow Trains, Blue Fifth Review, Stirring, Liquid Muse, flashquake and Poetry Niederngasse, among other publications. He plans to win a lottery and sail through early retirement in a hammock. Until then he can be reached at bobbybradshw@yahoo.com.
